My journey of life

Author: Adam Ahmadi

  • Worlds within Worlds

    It all started when I was thinking about myself,
    There is billions of cells trying to do their job perfectly to keep me alive

    What are those cells thinking?
    Do they know they are living inside a human beings?
    What gives them motivation to continue their job, blood cells transporting oxygen, or white cells fight with viruses.

    There is more to see, cells made out of atoms, atoms need to be stable otherwise cells might face issues, so atoms to cells are like cells to human body?

    Instead of going deeper into this lets see the world from another perspective.

    For fishes, outside water is unknown, probably they call it space!
    For cells outside body is unknown, probably they call it space!
    For electrons outside atom is unknown, probably they call it space!
    For humans outside earth is unknown, they call it space!

    Lets see world from a proton in a uranium atom which is about to get unstable:

    BUUUZZZ, BUZZZZZ, “ahhh, what is this alarm about, its 4am and I’m sleeping”
    after picking up his phone to check the alarm he faced this on the phone:
    “Emergency alert: go to closest bunker to be safe as some meteor shower activity detected around the nucleus” – proton got shocked and he ran into the bunker which was below his apartment and hope for the best

    Every at 13 seconds there was a sound like explosion of hydrogen bomb and after 4 hours sounds stoped, proton went out of bunker, but the world wasn’t like how he gets into bunker

    there was lots of neutrons fighting with each other, its always like that, I mean they are really selfish they want to rule over protons but there is not enough of us, they will fight till they ruin the world,
    and its not the end some of them will try to invade other atoms and make them also unstable and it goes till they find their own proton to rule it!

    From another perspective from human world

    It’s 16 Jul 1945, there is a big conflict between different nations and countries, they are trying to find a better weapon to have more power over their enemy they want to rule the world, US started a atomic bomb experiment while ago and today its gonna be the test day, to check is it gonna work or not.

    3, 2, 1,…. a very loud sound and shockwave from 10 km away reach them and it was scary, it was loud, it could end the life on earth, but who cares? they want to rule the world, they want to rule everyone more powerful weapon means more power to rule

    How similar were those two worlds?
    Here on our world governments are like neutrons they want to rule humans whos living in an area and if there is more than 1 government interested in that land there is a fight, some of those fights get into other lands as well and so on…

    there is indefinite world within the world that we are living in, we are part of something bigger.

    There is 3 thing that you can do, make this world worst, make it better, or do nothing.

    I prefer to go for making this place better, what do you prefer?

  • Shadows

    Shadows

    Today I wake up like other thousands mornings, but today was different it was sunny! and YES! where I'm living sunny day is not a common thing specially during winter.
    After watching some random youtube videos to learn some random facts, I got bored and I was like why not just go outside and enjoy the sun you are not gonna find days like this that often so just go out and enjoy it!
    Before going out there was a fight in my head, should I take a shower?
    It's cold outside!
    But you wanna wear clean clothes!
    Your hair is in good shape!
    But its not clean its oily!
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    Okay let's take a shower!
    What should I wear?
    Its too cold outside!
    Maybe its better to stay home?
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    Okay lets try a legging under my pants and see, my mother was always telling me that wearing something under your pants would keep you a lot warmer!
    so I have tried that to see if its gonna work?
    It might be an end to all of those "It's cold, I have to stay inside" moments!
    After taking some mirror photos, I went out and at the first moment that I was outside of building I was like, Okay!, its kinda working! hmmm!
    Unlocked my bike and starts riding towards …?!
    What a question!
    I mean its obvious!
    I'm always going to Vondelpark!
    I don't know why but I love riding my bike in the Vondelpark or take photos there feels good because to me it always has something new to offer a new spot a lesson to learn.
    So I just start listening to some music and start riding my bike.
    I recently learned to ride it without hands, and it comes useful when you are riding in cold weather, you can just put your hands in your pocket and ride your bike!
    You might tell me that you can just wear gloves, its easier but idk I don't like cover my hands!? (maybe its because I don't like my gloves!).
    When I got there, I start looking at around like always, riding my bike looking at people, nature, enjoying the sun and looking for seats to seat on to enjoy sun!
    But I decided to go to the restaurant in Vondelpark to buy a coffee!
    I got my coffee and got back to my bike and start riding it while holding coffee with one hand and riding bike with other hand. It feels good that I can handle that! Its not a hard thing to do but I was just trying to ride as smoothly as possible to prove my abilities to myself 🙂
    I saw a big field without trees where people were walking there with their dogs!
    And obviously decided to go there and chill for a while then take some photos and think about it!
    Think about the sun, world, nature, human beings!

    After that I decided to walk for a while and suddenly shadows took my attention for a while.
    I was watching shadows of trees people myself!
    It wasn’t like always!
    I was overthinking about shadows!
    What are they?
    What I can learn from it?

    Shadows are just like another presentation of our world!
    Just imagine if we were just able to see shadows!?
    Nothing else!
    But what we are seeing even now is just another presentation of the world!
    Its reflection of the things!

    But think about it a bit deeper!
    You can change shadow’s size, shape, opacity, etc by moving the light source!?
    Did you get, where its going?

    But seriously, I’m always connecting stupid stuffs together I don’t know everyone is like this or not!
    Just look where its going…!

    Shadows are presentation of the object based on the position, color, angle, brightness,… of the light!

    Okay! WOW! what a discovery!!

    Sorry, I was saying!
    Yeah, shadows are image of the object, but relative to the light!

    For example you cannot see shadow of a red light filter, with a blue light?!
    YEAAAH! object! it can be anything 🙂

    So you need correct source of light to be able to see shadow of the object!

    You also need to put the light in correct place!
    Otherwise what you see might be something meaningless or even worst something meaningful but not correct!

    And you can relate it to anything, I guess
    When you are watching an object, an event, a movie,… Its REALLY depends on with what perspective you are judging it!

    And your perspective depends on a lot of factors like your mood at that moment, your values, your anti-values, your religion, your age, your experiences, …

    See how my brain overthinks stuff?
    And to be honest I really like it! I love it!